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My Brother, Michael Clark.

Posted by Kopite Girl , 11 December 2009 · 46 views

Michael Edward Clark 1.1.66 - 10.12.06

Yep. My eldest brother.

Mikey Mike. I miss you man. Not a day passes when I don't think about you. You're always there. I look at your son, Joseph and he's you. His intense look of concentration. Happy go lucky way of life. The quirky grin. His talent for scramblers. His intelligence.

For the short years you had with him you raised him well. You should be proud, Mikey. As mum and dad were of you.

The eldest of 8 couldn't have been easy. You had to set the benchmark. But you had enough strength of character to do it.

My best memory with you was the Football match and teaching me how to do burnouts on my Ducati 500. When we were kids you always let me come with you wherever. You used to put me on your shoulders and carry me to wherever you were going. Used to call me the Scouse Kid Superhero. Course I laughed at that you freak! Sometimes you'd even let me ride your scrambler when I got older.

You were the first one to get me legally drunk. Don't know how you coped in getting me home as you told me at one point I fell asleep on the pavement. I'm glad you were there though. We'd had a right laugh.

When I had my bike accident I'd nearly died. Mum told me you were all there. They'd left one night to go sleep and you stayed. Mum came back and as she walked in you'd talked me awake. I just remember seeing you and falling back asleep.

I wish with all my strength you were still here. So many things since, Mikey. I just wanted to write you. To say I love you, I miss you and i always will.

You're my big brother. You'll always be Mikey Mike, Critterhead.

I love you forever big bruv. Rest in peace. See you again someday. Have that JD waitin. Goodnight Mike xxxxxx

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Grabthaw the Hammerslayer
Dec 11 2009 03:58 PM
Steph,

Beautiful words.

My own experience with death recently was with my 17 year old nephew. Amazing guy. Inspirational. Knowing he had a terminal disease from birth - yet he refused to let it get to him. We were close. Never once saw him miserable. Talked of death openly. Humbling.

He was desperately ill for most of his life with cystic fibrosis, which claimed him five years ago. Tragic for someone so young, bright and old beyond his years.

I was asked by his father to deliver the eulogy at his funeral. What an honour.

I was sad at first and then I realised that he may have had a short life but my he burned bright - enriched the lives of all those around him and for that whenever I think of him I will always smile and remember him positively and know you do the same with Mike.

I'm sure he would be very proud of his little sis.

Chris
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Kopite Girl
Dec 12 2009 04:55 AM
I'm sorry to hear that Chris. Your nephew sounds like he was a brilliant young lad, a real inspiration to all that he came into contact with.

Mikey had this aura about him. A very powerful magnetic presence. Women loved him, guys were never jealous of him. He was just one of those people that you couldn't help but love. He never had an enemy, he never had a bad word to say. He was just Mikey. He'd worked as a chef in the Army and boy could he cook! His army buddies used to pile up twice a month in my mum's and Mike would make a huge meal. I learned how to cook from him. He'd just love to make people happy and he did.

When he died, we were devastated. There was a huge hole left. I remember I was that numb with grief I couldn't cry. It finally caught up with me, which is why I wrote this to him. I did the eulogy too. Had the whole place in tears of laughter. Thats how much of an influence he had on me.

I really miss him. Watching Joe grow up is a privilege. He steals the limelight wherever he goes. He's really made in Mike's mould. His dad loved him dearly and I know wherever he is, he'll always be with us.

I just wish I could talk to him one more time. Get his advice. Have a laugh. Tell him I love him.
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Argento Reloaded
Dec 14 2009 12:43 PM
Lovelly words Steph! I canīt feel what you feel... only give my thanks to you... as i realise how lucky I am.
Thanks a lot.

And remember the only chance we have to live for ever is to remain in the thoughs of our loving people.
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Stephy,

Read your touching comments on your late brother, now three years gone.  It's very brave - and generous - of you to divulge such deeply personal feelings.  Given my age and upbringing I tend towards privacy and solace on such matters.  I admire your ability to speak about such things.  Take care of yourself, friend.

P.
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mikathegreat2
Dec 20 2009 11:44 PM
Made me think of my Nan who died the week before Haloween this year. She was tougher than the British Army, literally! She's fought so many battles in hospital where she spent most of her life! 1 time she was put into a room & left there to die but she said no! Eventually she past away & I'll never forget my crazy Nana!

I've experienced a close death before so I didn't cry but deep down I was deeply upset & hated the sight of my Mam & my aunt balling their eyes out!
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Steph, your brother seems to have been one of those rare individuals who were complete. Done. No more work left. Let me explain. Most of us travel our own inner journey through life, changing year by year into, we hope, what your brother already was. Most of us are that scrumptious batch of chocolate chip cookies in the oven, still cooking. Your brother was already brown on the edges and gooey in the center, set out on the counter to cool. I hope that came across right.

I envy your luck that you were so close to such a person. They are rare and exquisite.
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