Life just proper f*cking blows donkey balls at the moment. I'm keeping above water - or being kept above is a better term.
Man. When it happens, it happens. It hits you in the f*cking stomach and takes the wind out of you. Not that i have a lot of wind mind.
I'm offski for a bit. Don't be offended if you're on my MSN list and I don't talk to you. I just don't feel like talking much. So apologies if I've been evasive.
There's only two I can talk to. One of them has gone. For good. And I wish I could bring them back. I need their help.